babymama1

Im home from work! What do my babies want mommy to cook for dinner tonight?

-pays babysitter-

Hello all. I suppose everyone is wondering where I've been and what I've been doing. I'm ok. I haven't been hacked and i'm still very much alive and healthy. I saw there was a lot of concern in that area so i'm sorry. I never meant to make people worry. Its hard reaching out now after so long and i'm actually nervous typing this out. No doubt a lot of people have moved on and a lot have grown and have had so much happen. I hope it was more good then bad. They say the journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step so i guess it's time to get walking.. well explaining in this case. I wasn't going to come back to this page. Truthfully i feel like i let a lot of people down and there was a weight of expectations on my shoulder that at the time i couldn't carry. This page and character was designed to be a pillar the abdl deviant art community could go too. I wanted to unite us all under the same "roof" so no matter where you were in the world you'd had a family. One that supported all of you in a very misunderstood world. A maternal figure that you could talk too about your day, or weekend plans, or someone you could ask advice too. I suppose it was meant to be a representation of all the good in the community. That's who Sara is. She's a part of me but not me. Just a drawing given personality. I thought to make this page when i was a University Student. It's a character that anyone with good moral values, kindness, patience, and compassion for others could inherit the title. Marvel's Stan Lee said that anyone could wear the mask.. i thought a lot about that and wondered if anyone could wear the #1 mommy apron. I love everyone on here soo much but i feel like i was lying and i couldn't do that anymore.

If i come back it won't be under this page anymore... i may post a few (very requested) loose ends tho but after that i don't know. I've been slowly making my appearance again in the abdl world but i'm going about it differently. More on that another time tho i suppose. I'll leave that up to you whether i come back or not. I'd understand if i'm not welcome in the community anymore after so long. I want everyone to know that I'm ok and i'm so proud to have been your mommy... You're all extraordinary and loved here so don't ever let anyone take that away from you! Y'all think you needed me but it was no doubt me that needed y'all. :')